I lost my fucking family. I lost my kids. I lost my best friend in fashion. I lost the black community ... People said I lost my mind ... I lost my reputation. And I'm up here just like, I just want my family. But I don't want my family to have to say what the left wants it to say, to have to say what China wants it to say. I want to be an American and protect my kids and protect my wife, and raise my kids as Christians, and have my wife be a Christian. and innovate, and American-made rock and roll.